Visions

When visions are empty?
do i count my enemies?
When visions look clearly
I somehow lose whats dear to me.
Ain't what it appeared to be.
I always paint my picture half way.
No colors just black and white, possibly some grey.
I guess i wouldn’t be human if i didn’t feel this way.
But if i used colors would it change my fate?
If i gave details would they finally stay?
I have a polariod stack of visions.
They love to tell me how to live, but they cant tell me whats missing.
Visions.