Ego Hungry?

Ego Hungry?
Why are you so damn ego hungry?
Birkin bag dreams with a betseyville mindset.
You have no goals, your butt is your meal ticket.
Why are you so damn ego hungry?
Thinking that every person you encounter wants you.
Cant get a job because of your face tattoos.
Cant even keep your pants on your waist.
Hat always on, covering your face.
Disgrace.
Why are you so damn ego hungry?
No one can feed it but you.
You desire compliments.
You desire this so called "food".
The definition of yourself is found deep inside of you.
You can't multiply, you must add first.
Youre ego feeds what you lack of.
Might as well take your mask off.
Ego hungry?
Go fill out a fasfa.

Emotion, less.

Emotion, less.
Emotions, I try to have less of.
Seems like when I express myself I come off as overreacting.
My feelings no one can fathom.
Short fuse, no bulb.
Thinking abt the last time I fell in love.
How we quickly faded
Present tense to what once was..
Emotion,less.
Emotions, I try to have less of.
Sensitive girl with a dark cloud above.
Its raining cats and dogs.
Secret garden, with no roses.
Mailbox with no outgoing mail.
How many times do I have to get hurt for me to get well?
Emotion, less.
Emotions, I try to have less of.
I've closed the curtain.
The light cant hurt me no more.

Visions

When visions are empty?
do i count my enemies?
When visions look clearly
I somehow lose whats dear to me.
Ain't what it appeared to be.
I always paint my picture half way.
No colors just black and white, possibly some grey.
I guess i wouldn’t be human if i didn’t feel this way.
But if i used colors would it change my fate?
If i gave details would they finally stay?
I have a polariod stack of visions.
They love to tell me how to live, but they cant tell me whats missing.
Visions.