ETW.

He restored my heart.
Its been out of order for a while.
It didnt accept cash cards or coins.
Now it only accepts a currency of its own.
He restored my heart.
My faith.
The beating.
The pace.
He held my hand.
Even when it was raining, and we were under a dark cloud.
He said fuck it lets walk through it,no going inside.
He restored my heart.
And i will never forget him.
My lover, my bestfriend, my everything.

Train Track Love.

Train track love.
Off course.
Stop and go type love.
Is this what we are really made of?
I see more in you than you see in yourself.
You put me high on a pedestal, like a rollercoaster about to collapse.
You soothe my mind and give me clarity.
Totally opposites, but you’re the man for me.
Train.
Thump, thump, thump, thump.
BOOM.
Track.
Tick Tick Tick Tick. Tack.
Collapse.
Yet I love, I love you, I do…

the libra scale;

the libra scale.
shall i even go there?
i feel like i’m in a unknown land.
no vision, no plan.
although i love where i am.
i need your hand.
i’ve been following your directions for a while, but Ive gotten lost a few times, and need to be found.
you hold the key to our journey.
do you want to love or just hurt me?
uncertainty.
mystery.
you.
me.
on a ride to nowhere.
i got out of the car a few times, but as usual i’m here on your scale.
i go up and i go down.
you weigh me, you weigh us, but you can’t weigh love.

Taste.

Taste.
Unlike any that was ever conjured together.
Abnormal, unique, clever.
I tried but I can’t quite piece you together.
My taste.
Sweeter than nutella.
With a hint of cinnamon.
Are you coming with a purpose?
Are you determined to win?
Pause, play, rewind lets start again.
I refuse to fast-forward, that’s how fuck ups occur.
If I knew the familiarity in your taste, I wouldn’t be in such a blur.
I’m a lady but I’d be damned if I’m limited.
I guess a little sip wouldn’t hurt.

I tried being your muse.

Clothes are not required
I tried being your muse.
My nipples in your mouth will do.
Pent up in a corner your hands roam down under, under my skirt.
As if we rehersed, i turn around.
You, your pants drop to the ground.
Hands around my neck...
I moan...
I tried being your muse.
But i guess those other girls will do.
They feed your ego and string you along.
They linger after you fuck them, they dont know how to go home.
Roam, like a stray dog.
I tried being your muse.
I just got the short end of the stick, confused.
Satisfied isnt the word when im done with you, but uncertainty is the definition of me and you.

Smile.

Smile, you know how those corners of your mouth curl up and your teeth show?Priceless.
Wouldn't need a fire to ignite this.
School teacher with no lesson plan.
Student walks in the room, yes him, he's the man.
I came before he planned.
He put his heart in my hand,quick sand.
Watching the time go by.
Waiting for the right time to say good bye.
Glasses broken,no eyes.
Time flies.
So smile.
You know how those corners of your mouth curl up?
And your teeth show?
Priceless.
Learn to say goodbye before you let go.