Beautiful Disarray.

Beautiful disarray.
How many more problems before I dismay?
Light switch on.
Light switch off.
Soup, no broth.
Nothing is amazing about this, at all.
Counterfeit feelings.
Fabricated dreams.
Baffling meanings.
Not loving, just in between.
Discovering underlying evidence.
Crime scene, suspects.
Word to the wise I will never just be an object.
Toys belong in toy stores.
As if cars belong at dealerships.
You wanna love wholeheartedly?
Step in the sand, go on get your feet wet.

Deck of cards.

Deck of cards..
But dealer what have you dealt?
Falling in love, atleast what i felt
Better yet in love with someone else
Yet i declare war..
As usual you wont let me go..
Always wanting some more.
Pulling out a king, you ace me.
Pulling out a joker, you provoke me.
The deck of cards fall, scrambling to pick up them all.
A house built of cards
Its all falling apart
Windy, blowing down, do you hear the sound?
Must of been the weather.
Deck of cards.
One last try left.
Lets go fish.
Match, and put us in a pile together.

Where am I going? Nowhere.

Where am I going? no where
You're a connotation to my air.
Running along without a care
Yet all i need is you there
My actions will speak louder than these words
I will prove everything i swear i will
Holding on for you
Cuz for once it feels so real
Me and you
What its always been
Lover
Friend
Beginning
No ends
I cant accept the word no, so when you ask me where am i going?
I willl tell you no where.
I need you.
You've become my space.
You've become my air.

Decomposing Memory

Decomposing memory.
I keep feeding it, please help me.
You came in, no forced entry.
Untold stories.
Kissing, touching, warm embrace.
Now just wanting to erase your face.
And as the lights shut off.
The heat turned cold.
Decomposing memory.
A story untold.
Stop stealing my energy.
Your not the victim here.
Its not the end of the world
But im internally hurting
Beyond the surface, deep down within.
This game is so pointless
Regaining my real purpose
I guess its never what it ocurred to be.
Such a decomposing memory.

meaningful nothings make the heart smile

Loving doesn't require a limit
Its beyond your credit card purchase
Show your lady that shes worth it
Take her to the circus
Throw peanuts at the elephants
Laugh and play like little kids
Make her a cd of her favorite songs
Show her that your word is your bond
Hum in her ear
Tell her you want her near
Meaningful nothings make the heart smile
Comb her hair
Nair her legs
Kiss her tummy
Rub her feet
Paint her toenails
Make her feel worthy
Massage her ligaments
Make mint tea and discuss politics
Meaningful nothings make the heart smile
Love your lady before another learns how