love, with no definition.

Love is blind to the untrained eye.
Love is what love does.
How do you know when your in love?
Heart beating fast when his car pulls up in your drive way
Pure silence on a first date.
Graudally holding hands..
Kissing in the rain.
Interlocking hearts.
Exchanging secret thoughts.
Valentines day.
Holidays.
Birthdays.
I was scared at first but I'm no longer afraid.
I'm ready to love,love again.
But love, with no definition.

Him, faulted.

I thought he was humble.
I thought he was wonderful.
But everything I thought halted.
This misconception of him faulted.
& as the sensitive girl I am, I cried.
I expected so much more just to receive all lies.
A lion in sheep's clothing.
I talked him up, made him appear golden.
When in reality I really didn't know him.
My soul grows a little weary to add another.
Especially one who couldn't be upfront & secretly feared me.
I shall not respect a man who doesn't see my worthy.
Appearing humble.
He wasn't wonderful.
Therefore my thoughts halted.
Him, faulted.

Articulate Malfunction

Articulate malfunction.
What is this pressure we're under?
This is new like postpartum depression with a baby mother.
Love why you gotta act so undercover?
Your words clean as ice.
Your actions stagnant with a little bit of spice.
Your clearly from another planet.
I can only dream but we've landed.
I can't believe your ideas because your motives were never clear.
Well my dear your never here..
And when you appear..
The engine goes into drive then eventually switches gears.
Reverse, you make my intellect hurt.
Articulate malfunction.
Junction.
A car that needs a jump.
Fork in the road.
New artist, album only gold.
Unable to mold.
As usual just better off alone.

Speechless House

Lover can you tell me what you can't live without?
How does one become whats already undone.
Can you add to my mix? I just wanna become speechless.
In a brownstone we built.
Hard wood floors and high ceilings.
Can this be real or am I just dreaming?
How do you like your eggs fixed?
How do you like your toast in the morning?
Can I be your caffeinated fix?
No sugar no milk just like this.
Lover can you tell me what you cant live without?
My words are sincere without a doubt
On Sundays can you put a flower in my hair?
On Fridays I promise to wear pearls & black lace underwear.
Just tell me that your prepared.
Speechless house, yes you're the one I've been dreaming about.