Dear Ambitious Guy

(*SIDE NOTE IN REPLY TO WALE'S AMBITIOUS GIRL)

Dear ambitious guy,

I see you working hard doing your 9-5
Can you squeeze me in?
I promise I'll compromise
being the ambitious girl that I am my nights are very lonely..
I need your mental stimulation to console me..
Hold me.
Your drive blows my mind.
Your determination makes everything worthwhile.
Ambitious guy I will more than likely find you in another life.
The rest dont compromise.
The rest dont stimulate me.
The rest dont have determination.
So ambitious guy i'm waiting, waiting for you to arrive so i can let "the rest" subside.

Love is only a mile away.

Love is only a mile away..
kiss my lips and stay
Your energy is engrossing
I have no air.
Love is only a mile away
Do i have enough gas?
If i go and get some will you promise me itll last…
Please dont be a replay of my past
I hate rewinding
I have a new story to play
Love is only a mile away
Your heart can i have it?
Too late its mine, finders keepers i found it.

Barely Broken.

You gonna regret your decision and eat your words...
What dont you understand?
Its beyond what youve heard
How the fuck you gonna tell me your heart hurt?
When your heart is still fuctionally beating
My hearts been beat up scratched and currently bleeding..
I dont wanna hear your meaning
Your a problem and i have no solution..
Your all in my air like vast pollution..yes pollution
A junkie a hard drug user your my addiction beyond a abuser
Just stay where you are..this just aint human.

Kissin' at a rap show.

I want a guy I can go to rap shows with..
Decked out in Givenchy..
While the background singers sing in harmony...
They spit, while I sip my wine..
The music moves me, feels like i lost my mind in the rhymes
You grab my waist from behind..
Our fingers interlock, intertwine.
Forever mine..
The night the mood the weed the wine..
The scenery sublime..

California Kush.

Move to the music.
Sync your hips to it.
Green strobe lights, palm trees, taking off flight.

Your lips are inevitable, do they please?
You want whats in between my knees.
My thighs move to the rhythm of the beat
The movements, the sound, formed a marriage so profound.
This has become second nature.
Can your eyes do me a favor? Undress me.

Mary j has me sky high, kissing peacock clouds.
Your talented skills impress me, as we're flying we're kissing constantly.
United, hummingbird heartbeat.

California kush I love you..
Mary j you comfort me..
Make my troubles subside..
No worries no thoughts no insecurities inside..
Its a constant calming thrill, a ride.

Sure & Pure.

You wanna know why I'm so sure?
Is love ever pure?
Escaping the fate, normalcy relate.
My complexity needs sincerity, a warm embrace.
Look me in my face, don't look down when we speak.
Make me believe...
Believe that whatever your saying is worth initiative.
That tough times are relevant to stick out.
Show me what REAL love is all about
Not like the rest, freestyle.
Stimulate my mind, drive me wild.
Fuck me until the cows come out.
Harmonize your heart beat with my melody.
So when we speak they are familiar with our speech.
I don't ask for much.
I don't settle for NONE.

I am sure.
Love IS pure.

the tree of growth.

the tree of growth.
what makes you flourish?
what makes you grow?
like a blooming flower in the middle of spring
like common said it best love is not a mystery its everything
the tree of growth
what encites you to lose hope?
can you ultimately be better than most?
all of these questions go unanswered
like a good tv show thats been canceled
whatever happened to morals,values, and manners?
the tree of growth.
the life of hope.
figuring out what matters the most.

Fearless Ambition

Fearless ambition
Viciously driven
Open heart willing..
Ready to grab my dreams from the sky
They doubt me but everytime I'm proving them otherwise..

Fearless ambition
Sick addiction
Is god listening?
Not second guessing his blessings
Just ready to recieve whats meant for me
Colorless yet vibrant clarity..

Fearless ambition
No wings
Still dreaming
No pulse
Heart still beating
Ive found my meaning

Freestyle.

i miss kissin
i wish you were my prescription
my prelude to the intermission
my prologue
my remedy
my vision
its so clear to me
unfinished like yu and me
just a start of what might be meant to be..

One generation controlled by trends.

One generation controlled by the trends.
And they wonder why their hearts will never mend.
Can you love without sterotypes?
Can you kiss without saying goodbye?
Light skin, the red bone.
Dark skin, the berry sweeter than the juice.
What is wrong with our troubled youth?
You have to be light skinned to be considered cute?
You have to have straight teeth to not be considered weak?
We as people hide behind our insecurities.
Create rules to subject and accuse our enemies.
We don't endure in fantasies.
Normalcy is what we have succumb to
No wonder I've become numb too.
Spring Winter Summer Fall
Generalizing because of hurt
Not embracing our flaws.
We don't unite.
Thats how we lose.
We don't fight together.
So we are all ridiculed to abuse.
And I ask again what is wrong with our troubled youth?
One generation controlled by trends.
Full of broken hearts that will never mend.