Monday, March 22, 2010

almost doesn't count.

i hate false hopes and dreams that never could be
i hate to be sold your insecurities
ive been hurt too much to go through with this
my trust aint nowhere near ready for you
my heart aint going to let you through
oh yea him yea he hurt me too
looked me straight in my eyes
pulled my bangs out and smiled
sold me a false hope
sold me a false dream
aint nothing more than what is in between
im deeper and i have more meaning
so i cant get mad at you for your simplicity
i just was another..& almost doesn't count.

Monday, March 15, 2010

tensley.

i love my ninety nine cents lipstick
i love it when my jeans get holes and rip
i love it when we kiss
i love it how ur manhoood rises at attention
i love me oh yeah just thought i should i mention
i hate you
i hate your control
i hate indecisiveness
i hate to say good bye
i hate to cry, but its a frequent visitor in these times
i hate to listen
i hate to vision
i hate to hear that your with her
i hate to know i'm just one of the other girls
i hate that you dont appreciate me
i hate you dont make it known
i liked our friendship
i liked going random places
i liked telling you all my business and your positive feedback
i liked holding your hand
i liked having your shoulder to lean on when i couldnt lean on my own
i liked you forever
i love you even though i hate you i liked you but we're past that and it scares me