randomness.

"could fall in love with you a billion times, & you'd still brush me off like i didn't even try..."

"need something stimulating,exuberating,anticipation beyond my highest expectation fuck w/me on the lyrical tip & can keep me patient.."

mr manager

got my pen and my reciept tape.

i'm pretty sure its others who can relate

i can laugh in your face and not think twice

i can shred you with my words

and i would only say one line

i dont need u, u need me

driving a ininiti was your goals this year

but baby i have goals every week.

think before you speak to me.

i wanna leave this short and sweet.

but your methodological arrogance got me having built up animosity.

& no its never been that serious..

so on that note when u see me on ur tv screen please remember me

yes that girl with the red glasses at self scan reading vanity fair magazine!

unrealistic, realistically.

unrealistic, realistically.

is that a word? if not it should be.

i'm at work can't look it up b!

your definition of reality ain't realistic.

in this world nothings for free plz listen.

you have no goals.

you have no affluence of your own.

but you claim that your grown.

never worked a day in your life.

but have the audacity to educate on struggle

when your blown money not even humble.

you can have the nordstrom cafe.

the barneys roof top display.

stop portraying an image you can't convey.

single girl

one day it'll all make sense

some shit that will forver be eternity

some forever shit beyond we'll ever be

whatever is missing come find me

my eyes cant cry tears

no longer

no way here

fuck this fuck these feelings

i aint here my heart here and i aint with it

one day it'll asll make sense

and when it does i will be happy

no longer unhappy

statistic.

i hate to see my friend

become another statistic yet again.

its like a soldier at a battifield

instead of the warrior losing, he's winning..

lets start from the beginning.

yes it starts from love, but lust is the first true meaning

she falls victim to an unprotected sex venom

you guide her but she doesn't listen

as usual he doesnt wanna help, no job, crazy and all.

she now see's his internal and external flaws.

now she listens to the information that was guided hating herself because she was misleaded

but even though i see my friend

belly bigger and heart weighing down her frame.

i love her and treat her all the same.

but yet shes become another statistic in vain.

Modern Female

At the end of the day its show and prove
He can do whatever he wants to do
You get mad at him
You cry
He wipes your eyes
Your feelings torn up inside
You see her number in his fone
You don't care you hate the feeling of being alone
You stoop down your standards for a lil boy not a man
He can do whatever he wants to do
Cuz he knows at the end of the day your hearts in it and your a dummy for that fool.
Now that's the modern female for you.

don't.

dont sell me a false hope

for a future dream

dont sell me candy

and give me coal

dont tell me you love me

but have no SOUL

dont give half of yurself

when i give it ALL

dont settle for good

recieve the BEST

dont be hungry for food

that you know aint good for you

dont be insane

go beyond your expections, and your brain

dont speak my name

but see me in person and dont say a thing

Unfinished.

I'm so unfinished

I hate that my hearts in it

Too deep for my own good.

Oh yea you wish you would.

You can try to understand but I will never be understood.

My words than I ever could.

Good would understood could

What ifs

What doesn't

I'm so unfinished

I couldnt even finish this poem

My thoughts are tangled

Tied in a knot.

Dont know where i begin or end, hmmph maybe i forgot.

Im so unfinished

I just don't know whats in it.

Insanity

Where is my sanity?
It aint there for me.
Beyond what I'm supposed to be.
Tears surround me.
Where is my haven?
Who can I harvest my problems to?
Is it you
No can't be you
You barely have answers for you own questions too--clueless beyond a clue.
Where is my sanity?
My words are here for me
My words are me
The tears are purity.
I am my own haven.
And I haverst my problems within.

Wrong

I know that this feeling aint normally right
But if I gave you my heart would you stay the night
I know my words are wrong but they are full of insight
Would you mind mixing your thoughts w/mine
I know it feels to good to be true
Your skin your mouth my wetness you caressin it your smell my hands my tongue dances,

screams catch me if you can
Beyond the typical bad romance
Baby I'd go gaga for your head. :)
Call me whatever you want..
Just don't kick me down from the high that I'm on..
Together we reach the peak I don't need ur voice or words ur eyes speak.

mily.

i wanna run to you.

but my pride wont allow me to.

i wanna have it all with you.

i cant give u the satisfication and you have yet to prove.

i wanna cry to you

i wanna lay with you

i wanna have you wipe my tears

i wanna..

the list can go on literally FOREVER

but my mental is fragile and i dont wanna think no more

ETW

if it means nothing at all..

then it never did quite frankly

if it means nothing at all

why do tears form and strain me

if it means nothing at all

then it never did

it never will

u never will

it if will u did me never

so clear so undercover

no longer that grl

who gets caught up in ur WORDS

definitions i prefer

speaking in toungues no conjugating verbs

you get on my nerves

thats the woman in ME

i can no longer be friendly

b/c ur actions eat away at me

so it doesnt mean anything at all

and frankly it never did

no it never will.