the fool.

play the fool
nah it aint cool
what more can it be
never will be u and me
ur so caught up w/she
ur so dumb enuff not to see me
me standing before thee

play the fool
play the victim
hide ur innocence
all this tit for tat
angers me
but i cant let u own me
b/c u anger me u partially control me

play the fool
play it good
play it slow
play it like it should
play it until the stop button doesnt become an option anymore
u never were a priority, and yes i always was ur option
but as u say u never lied
it was all true
and our love never dies
but its always down on my eyes
no longer can i cry

i played the game, and the fool? yes was i.

my definition of love.

i wanna be in love.
undeniable love
kisses and hugs.
beyond the sterotype of love
something from above
lovey dovey? nah
strong built,fearless,open, giving, overwhelming, overall a blessing.
i wanna in love
a love tht cant be described by songs words or phrases
a love tht cant be replaced tht has its own rhythm own heart beat
short simple yet sweet. on the same page and we meet
dont say a word but he already knows what i think
i wanna be in love yes me, am i ready? no not me..but one day i will be

status?

needy girl, yes me.
needy girl, oh well indeed.
needy girl, who she?
needy girl, oh no not me.
i feel u.
i'm half way giving.
but whole heartedly attentive full time.
not ready to fully give,only punched in part time.

ColaDani

im just a little girl stuck in a womans body
i see them standing there before me and behind me
no one to guide me so i go on the route alone
have a model but aint following the directions, the directions are torn but not to mention the directions barely have direction
if that isnt comprehended, they are metaphors to give people substance

im just a little girl with words in her head.
still bobbing her head to jill scott.
still writing her christmas list.
still tryna figure out what a real friend is

im just a little girl
im just in between
im just me
im just ColaDani

void

filling that void.

what void are we actually filling?
because majority of the time there is nothing missing.
when you try so hard to make things right.
when there is no reason to put up a fight.

what void are we actually filling?
oh yes there is something specifically missing.
affection passion love caring
but there is something that everyone needs filled.
prescriptions come with directions and the labels tell you what foods to take w/pills.
so why cant people just be real?
be honest with yourself for once.
try to understand and love your flaws.

untitled

in the loneliest hour
when the demons devour
in the cleanest space
the truth u face
disgust on my face
the words melt as my footsteps pace
friend
lover
who is this person who i discovered
they come
they go
but the roots are implanted in the soil
no more noise and no more drama
but yet in my loneliest hour
lonely doesn't exist
life is joy and beautiful bliss
no more stressing over this
but yet the demons are caged and don't devour
cuz at the end of the day god has the power

misconscrewed.

don't treat silver like gold.
its funny how those people turn cold.
cherishing trash bites you in the ass.
as the roots of your tree go unnoticed.
you could care less and as usual u focus.
focus on something who can only give you half.
but whats good for you, you had a chance of having.
dont treat silver like gold.
don't put meal chasers on a throne.
cherish the ones who have asked u for none.
appreciate those who haven't been burdensome.
all in all good things shall come.